My sincere condolences to you and to your whole family for this terrible loss!
I know that my words can not take the pain away but I hope it can bring the assurance that you are not alone!
Having lost dear parents of our own, my husband and I can fully understand the grief and unrest that comes with it. We are here for you and ready to help in any way!
Alex, is also sending her deepest sympathy for your loss.
May God rest your Mom's soul!